Day 16

"Forget the fear it's just a crutch
That tries to hold you back
And turn your dreams to dust
All you need to do is just trust"
Unbreakable by Fireflight

The realization that finals were today hit me like a brick wall yesterday (side note, sorry this is a few hours late, I was rather frazzled yesterday). I have 3 A's and a C right now, in fact, I could just not take 3 of those finals, and I'd still end up with 2 A's and a B. Either way, those aren't really the class I'm worried about. The other one is pre-calculus and my mom told me last night that if I don't get a B in the class, I might not be allowed to go to youth group, and all I could say was 'thanks for the added stress and pressure'. I would have to get a B+ on the final...this is a very intimidating thought since I haven't even gotten a B+ on a regular test in the class! But after cramming last night, like I will again this afternoon, I took a few minutes to read my bible, and all of my tension just faded away. It was good to know that God was with me, and that he would help me through this because I am certainly all too nervous to do it by myself.

Mel